Happy Merdeka!!!

Wow!!!I just come back from outside.Today, too much activity for me.

First, my friend celebrated birthday early. Second, some of my friend knew that I'm back to Ipoh already. So, they called me out for clubbing. Damn busy today. Haha...But, I was enjoyed it.

I went to my friend's party first. In the party, I met a lot of friend which were had a time didn't meet. Hehe...After that, I went to Sincero for countdown Merdeka. When finish countdown, I went to Shark for find my brother.

Then, my housemate also at TZ2. So, I also went there to find her. XD~~Almost had 2 month didn't clubbing. Wow!!!Haha...Happy Merdeka!!!!Merdeka!!! ^^

Feel a bit tired now~want to sleep...gOOd night...

Sze yao and me~~ ^^

Allan and me...why my smile look like stiff?=.=

suFFering T.T

My throat don't have sound. Now, my sound like hoarse. Very pity...T.T

Wow!!!I will go back to Ipoh today. After today, my U will has a week of study week. But, I also will back to Kampar early. Because I can't stay at Ipoh for study. There are too many entertainment. When I'm back there, my friend will call me out for "yum chai". If not, they also will take me for movie or clubbing.

So, I better come back to Kampar. No one disturb me and also don't have too much people call me out(because they also want study). XD

~I'm back~ XD

Winnie is back~~XD~ I was went to KL on Tuesday in the afternoon. So, I very enjoyed my trip and also bought a lot of thing (seem like). Haha...I just come back from KL and I can't wait until night for write blog...Hehe...

Damn happy~~cause of meet 1 friend that we have a long time didn't meet. He and his friends took me to BB Park (if Kl people, I think will know this place). We were chatting until 12am++. Second day, I went to Sg. Wang, Low yew and Time Square for shopping.

But...most unlucky thing was...the weather was raining...haizZz...The weather made me wait around 3 hours.Because my friend was facing car jam. I started wait at 7pm++ ~wait him until around 10pm in the Time Square. T.T

So, I just walked around for continue my shopping. After that, I feel bored and tired already. So, my friend ask me wait him in McDonald's. In waiting period, I think a lot of thing. I know that can letting go in the finally. I also will get ready to accept another relationship. I don't want my feeling effect by him now. So, whatever he do, how he be...not my business already.

After my friend reached, we go to cinema for a movie. I very lucky. Cause of had a girl gave me a coupon for exchange movie ticket. ^^La lageria~is a quite funny movie. Haha...Then, we go to KTV till 4am. Wow!!! First time, my throat don't have sound cause of sing. Actually, I had a sore throat before. But, not fully recover yet. Haha...Never mind...most important is I'm enjoy it and feel happy.

Final exam is coming soon. It's the time to study. Gambateh!!!

The place which am I stay~

lift below has a light shine~which shopping complex I walk now?

haha...just guess...



at Sg. Wang~



wu wow!have my breakfast at Delifrance~



this is my "shopping trophies"~~haha...

^^ Believe that I can~~

The weather is rain again today. Finally, it's stop rain already. Wow!!!A new day for me~~Haha...I decide to go other place for relax in this few day.

So, I don't have stay at Kampar in this few day. Hmm...I think that will appear myself at Kampar on Thursday.So, I'll take many nice photo.Wakaka...Final exam is around already.But, I still go to play.Hmm...just want to relax myself...release from stress...Because I don't want anything disturb or effect my exam. After I'm back to Kampar, I'll just concentrate in my exam.

Hope I have enough time to finish all my revision. But, I believe that I can do it.

~If you think you can, you can.~ Gambateh, all my friends!

~* Tired *~

Haiz...Kampar is raining again. It seem like rain every day. Then, the weather make me feel like lazy. Now, I feel sleepy. =.=

Damn tired now~maybe...cause of back to Ipoh today. I had my new haircut. >.< Hope all of you will feel nice. Because my hair just be a little short, not change too much. Haha... =P

I just finish attend the Buddhist's Ad Hoc meeting. The activity for this Ad Hoc is "Thanksgiving Night"(感恩夜）. So, I choose to be the member of Publicity. The work is design poster, give publicity to activity for all the people know and etc. My leader is Yu Jin. Then, ass. leader is Tai Long. Hehe...I don't want get any important post in this time. Because I want to concentrate in my study. XD

Feel tired. Good Night~hope all of you have a wonderful dream.

# life of 25/8 in the morning(until afternoon)~

In the morning, Kampar was raining. I could not wake up last time when the weather was rain. Because it was cold and moist, very suitable for sleep. But, I automatic wake up today. I also don't know the reason. Feel like very weird.

I just came back from outside. After school, my friends and me went to a place for our lunch. They took me to the place which am I did not went before. The place is near the Kampar's old town. It's not a restaurant, just a house. The food is quite nice. There also have sell laksa.

My friends, if got chance, we go there together. Hehe... XD

*+Moody+*

Now is midnight already. But, I'm not sleep yet. I also don't know what the reason that don't have a sleep. Maybe...I'm still thinking something.

Tomorrow, I'll having school. This week is our 14th week already. That means is our last week for having school. It's also mean the final exam is coming soon. =.=

I feel moody now. Why? Because of him?HaizzZ... I just feel very disappointed for him. My heart also feel a bit pain. Maybe...I still care him. But, he not worth that I care him now. If he wants to be useless, I also can't do anything. This is what he want to be.

He not worth that I think him so much now. So, anyone intro some guy to me?Haha...I just joking only. Now, I just still want to be single and unavailable. Because it's very hard to find a Mr. Right who is suitable for you. So, just depend on destiny.

~我还在乎？？？~

今天， 我看了他写的部落格。 感觉上， 蛮堕落。 为了满足自己和别人， 竟然把打工的钱花在无谓的东西或地方。可是， 为何我的心隐隐作痛？

我朋友看了他的部落格， 就对我说：“这是他自己要选择走的路。” 这……也对！既然他要继续浪费自己的人生在于一些无意义的事，我也不能怎样啊！从我们分手的那一刻起， 彼此的人生道路已不同了。

这样让我感到我选择的道路比他好很多。 起码， 我没有在堕落。 为了让自己的生活更有意义，我参加了不少佛学会举办的活动。每一天的生活都是又开心又充实。彼此的道路不再相同，曾经熟悉的人， 如今变得好陌生。

每个人都有自己该走的路。 只是， 视乎于你选择怎样的路？ 命运掌握在我们的手里， 我们的未来也是由我们自己来决定。 那……你要一个怎样的未来?一个怎样的人生？

~回忆~

今天, 我翻开我们的日记本。 泪, 又再次从我的眼眶里滑落。 这...让我亿起许许多多。 今天的夜晚显得有点落寞, 再加上雨点, 更显得悲惨。 这...似乎是为我而设的。

在这段感情里, 我付出不少。 有时候, 甚至超越自己的能力。 回想以前, 我爱他爱到无法自拔, 爱到连我自己也觉得莫名奇妙。 我的情感也因他的举动而被牵引着。 好像蛮惨! 我不再是我自己...以前,总是想着就这样从他的生命里消失, 不再管他。 可是, 每次却办不到。 只怪自己太爱他了!

这回, 我终于办到了!我和他的人生不再有绞缠。 两个曾经熟悉的人， 如今却变成陌生人。有时候， 我会问自己：这是我想要的结果吗？ 虽然不是很想， 可是彼此之间已经存在许多问题。这些问题并不是一朝一夕就能解决完。 这也要彼此产生共鸣， 一起解决。

没关系！即使一个人，我也可以过地很好。虽然，我不能够完完全全把他忘了。那就把他埋藏在心底里， 让他成为回忆的一部分，也让这段回忆成为我人生的一部分。

祝福大家， 也祝福自己~~ ^^

Relax~~

I stay at my hometown now...and relax myself... But, will back to Kampar 2morrow...After next week, my school having final exam..cham T.T...not do revision yet...

Feel very hot now...damn lazy to go out now...haha...Now, I'm planning that where should i go 2 travel...hehe...After my final exam, I'll attend my school's Buddhist camp...But, still worry something...haizZz...hope every thing will be fine in this camp...n DSA quickly approve the proposal...if not, me and other top 3 will "die"...haha...

Hope every thing will be fine now and in the future~~ ^^

祝福~~

今天， 我写了一封信给他。我也委托我朋友交给他了。

其实， 我也不懂为什么会写这封信给他。 只是，很想告诉他一些事。或许他说的对， 没有他在的日子我会过地更好。我没有生气他、憎恨他、埋怨他， 他曾令我伤心、痛心欲绝，甚至把我伤地遍体鳞伤。在爱情里， 没有对或错。 只有选择原谅或不原谅。我也晓得该从那件事走出来了。原谅自己， 也原谅别人。

我衷心祝福他， 也祝福我自己。希望他不会轻易放弃他自己。是放下而不是放弃。这句话是我在营里一个朋友对我的留言。对！是放下，而不是放弃。那就把曾经美好的回忆放在心底里，让思念化成祝福。祝福你每一天活地幸福、快乐。

也许有人会觉得我很傻。如果没有这段感情，我也不会成长。在这段感情里， 我得到不少体验，也成长了不少。没有他， 也不会造就今天的我，让我更多机缘接触佛法。谢谢他，曾所为我做过的事，让我体验不少喜、怒、哀、乐。感恩你，祝福你！

confusing~~

Haiz~~raining this few day...feel moist and cold now...

Next Sunday, M'sia will celebrate Merdeka. But, I don't know want to back my hometown or not. Because I have 1 week of study week after Merdeka. If I back to hometown next week, I don't will back on this week. But, I promise will back on this week. Cause of didn't back to Ipoh last 2 week already..haizz...=.=

If I don't back to hometown next week, I can do my revision for my final exam. But, some of my friend and housemate don't stay at Kampar and hostel. Haizz....how?or this week and next week also go back?scare can't finish my revision...haizz~~

"xing zhe" camp~~

I was attend a camp which is call "xing zhe". This camp was start from 16/8/08 until 18/8/08.

In the morning(16/8), pei yin, lin li, mei xuan and me went to old town for taken bus to KL. The venue of camp was in KL. I was exciting when we reach the venue. Some of the people is from different Uni, some of the people is working n etc.

In the starting, we find our group.

This is my group in the camp.

In this camp, I learn a lot of thing. It let me know what is life. Life is we learn and learn again, although we are old. Before I attend this camp, I'm unhappy. After this camp, my heart is change. It is be more happy. I think that I can't forget the game in this camp. The game make me gain many experience and learn through the game. The feeling is quite difficult to explain. I think you should play this game. Then, you will understand the feeling.

The 2 movies of the camp also nice. Now, I also want to re-watch again. Because it's very meaningful.After this camp, I feel that I have change. I miss my family of camp now~T.T~ Hope we can meet again and learn together again.

Hope all of you also can attend this camp. Have a nice day ^^~~

funny~fuNNy~ XD

our team hv perform...paiseh one~~haha...