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Wednesday 29 April 2009

释放

终于,我主动向他打招呼。
好奇怪的感觉!内心似乎放下一块沉重的石头。
所有事情已成了过去,剩下的只是彼此一起的回忆。
就让不愉快的点滴随着风而去,把快乐的回忆埋藏在心里。
只想祝福他……
我晓得,总有一天我们彼此会找到属于自己的另一半。
所以只要对方开心、快乐, 那就好了。
这段日子里,学习不少。
曾挣扎过、哭泣过、矛盾过、执著过……所有一切都让我成长不少。
终于,我做到了!微笑地举起手向他打招呼。
微风徐徐吹向我的脸颊,我知道,幸福离我不远。
在世界里头的某个角落总会找到属于我的幸福。
现在的我也很幸福。比起其他人,我有家人的陪伴、朋友的支持、三餐不愁,我真的很幸福了。
人,要自足常乐。时常抱着一颗感恩的心,日子也会过的快乐。
在远方的我会默默祝福你,所以你也要幸福、快乐。
谢谢你给予的一切。
我已展开另一个人生旅程,开始上路了。

Taiping 1 day Trip

I went to Taiping with 2 friends yesterday.
Actually, we went there suddenly.
Haha...
Cause Ray live in Taiping and he wanted back to hometown yesterday.
On Tuesday night, Ray ask me fetch him went to bus station on Wednesday
Then, Peik Yi said, how about we went to Taiping?
I look at her and feel surprise about it.
Then, Ray answer that we decide after wake up and had our lunch 1st.
When we had our lunch, we decided went there.
lolz....
Around 1 hour, we arrive to Taiping.
After that, Ray took us went to a shop had some tasty food.
We like childish one, went to Zoo Taiping.
Haha....
Around 6.50pm, I drove back to Kampar.
Ray went back his home and Peik Yi follow me back Kampar.
That's our 1 day trip in Taiping.
Lolzzzzz.....................


On train car~



Yeah!!!In Zoo Taiping~
Lolz..=.=''



Blur blur and fatty of me...haha...>.<



Star shape...



We're good friend~friendship forever!!!
Yeah!!!!



Love~~~

《他是不是真的爱你?》

刚读了一本书,想在这儿跟大家分享。

《他是不是真的爱你?》 - 凌云 编著


这本是一本超不错的书!
里头都分析着男女如何想,然后从故事里带出作者的看法。

其中有一段:
“爱, 消失了就是消失了,还能有什么理由?
个性不合啦、睡觉前不刷牙啦、爱胡乱血拼啦、不肯做家务事啦……等等一大堆理由,任何一个都可以是分手的理由,但是,最终的分手理由是什么呢?
就是没有爱了。
有爱, 什么都可以容忍, 没有了爱, 即使只是不小心咳嗽一下, 都让对方感到厌恶。所以, 当一方提分手的时候,另一方还能做什么呢?恐怕就只能默默接受一切了。”

“如果爱消失了,不管再怎么改变, 爱还是不会回来。”

这几段话让我印象深刻。
爱,没有了就没有了。
不管做些什么, 也不能挽回消逝的爱情。
消逝的爱情,也不能恢复原本的样貌。
有如一杯咖啡放在桌子上,起初味道还蛮香浓。
放了几天后,咖啡已变质了。
无人加温这杯咖啡、无人把这杯咖啡放进冰箱里、无人调制味道……
只任由咖啡摆放着……
有如爱情一样……如果没有好好保温或加温这段感情,总有一天也是会变质。
偶尔给一些惊喜对方、互相包容、互相信任……欣赏对方的优点,接纳对方的缺点。
多赞赏对方的优点,少批评对方的不好。适时的时候,让对方知道不足的地方,给与时间去更改。


“如果爱消失了,不管再怎么改变, 爱还是不会回来。”

这段话让我身同感受。
爱消失了,不管你做什么,结果还是一样。
勉强回来的爱, 不叫真爱。
这只是一时的占有欲。
所谓:“勉强没有幸福”。
曾有人对我说:属于你的, 终究都会是你的。不属于你的,任你怎样耍手段也始终不是你的。
缘分,真的好玄!
总有一天,大家都会找到属于自己的感情归属。

Hate!!!!

Arh!!!!
Line very lack here.
Can not upload my photo...
Haiz...
Hate it!!!
Never mind...
Upload it next time~

Saturday 25 April 2009

Final Exam Now

Today is my 1st paper.
It's a final exam for this semester.
Time gone very fast.
Some of my friends who are study in KTAR will go to KL to continue the advance diploma,
some of my friends will work after graduation.
Erm...
Feel a bit sad~
Can not see them already.
I think will less chance to meet each other.
Haiz...
Otherwise, I also less chance to meet my secondary school's friends
when they entry in Local University.
Life like melody.
Sometime play slow, sometime play fast.
Separation, will happen in our life often.
So, just face it.
Hope all of my friends happy always and every thing will be fine in their life.
Hope God bless them too.


Still have 4 paper to go on soon~
Study hard!!!
and
Do my best!!!!
Gambateh!!!

*~Good luck for those are in exam now~*

Thursday 23 April 2009

Teluk Batik~

I went to Teluk Batik with my family on this Monday.
Hehe....
Damn enjoy it!!!!
Seem like didn't went out for had fun with my family long time already.
Hmmm....
Quite appreciate this time...
and
enjoy that moment with my family~
Hehe....XD




with my sister and cousin~~~


My pretty sister~^^



Yeah!!!!>.<







Met my senior on this day...
very surprise...Haha...
Didn't expect that would meet my friend on this day~




Star shape?
Hmm....



My foot...
lolz...
crazy....
=.=''''


Friday 17 April 2009

Decision !!!!!

Before that, I chat with Kwy.
Finally, I made a decision.
I know that what I want in my life.
Compare last semester with this semester.
I was more happy in last semester.
It let me feel that my life more meaningful than now.
I was been lazy in this semester.
Did not handle any job in Buddhist society.
Just be committee of publicity in Thanksgiving Night
and
a member of Dhama portfolio.
Life not like last semester.
I feel that lazy and degeneracy.
That's not what I want!!!!
After think probably, I decide to handle some hardness job in Buddhist society.
Hmm....
Just want to learn from it
and
it will make me feel more meaningful and happy.
Ya. There are what I want.
I want a meaningful and happiness with apply Dhama in my life.
Besides that, learn from mistake.
I appreciate what had I learn from Dhama.
I want practice it in my life with often.
So, Evil leave me now!!!!
I'll do best in my next semester.
Not in Buddhist society...
in my life and study too...
Gambateh!!!


Thursday 16 April 2009

Change it !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WaKao!!!!!
Did not sleep last night.
Chatting with my friend in her hostel until 7am.
lolzZz.....
Feel a bit sleepy now...(-.-) zZz


Haiz....
Very degenerate in this few day~
Previous my life of this few day...
My life seem like go downhill.
Hmmm.....
Not pick up book yet too.
=.=''''''
Final exam around the corner already.
Haizzz.....


After read my friend's blog, his blog remind me something.
Is that what I want in my life?
Seem like did not apply the Dhama in my life now.
When feel sad or unhappy, just will only let the emotion disturb my life.
But, did not find a better way to solve it.
Hmm...
I should let my mind calm down
and
think probably.
Besides that, I should correct my habit.
Still remember my teacher say that don't let the habit control your life.
Especially, is the bad habit.
If not, your situation will like in a reincarnation(轮回).
(Not very sure what the word call in English...lolz...)
Can't get out forever.
Repeat again and again.
It's just will get the same result or ending.
If you want to let the result be different, so correct your bad habit
and change yourself 1st.
Yup. I should correct my bad habit and change myself 1st.
Seem like didn't improve myself in a short period already.
Now, I should start it already.
Not wait that when I have a time...
That's all the excuse.
Don't give any excuse now!!!
Stand up and face it.
Although very sad and hurt, dare to face it.
Don't let it control yourself again.
I should apply the Dhama that what I learn to my life.
Forgive....
Yup, I should forgive every thing.
If not, I just will get trouble only.
Forgive, can let your mind don't be anger and will not persist anything.
Now, change it
and
start my new life again.

Let my life full fill in meaningful and colourful.


*~ Forgive to those who have hurt you and harmed you,
for they have reinforced your determination. ~*




I'll try to forgive all the things
and
let go all the unhappy stuff.



Wednesday 15 April 2009

Full again!!!! =.='''

Chee Hooi, Chris and I went to Sushi King.
But, too many people lined up for sushi.
Huh!!!!!!!!
Then, we went to food court and sit for a while
While sit there, we discuss that which place should we went for our dinner.
Finally, we decide went to Old Town.
Went there to eat Curry chicken bread...
LolzZz....Haha....
But, not bad too...
My stomach very full again.
=.=''''
Keke....XD



We order 1 of curry chicken bread and 1 of herbal soup chicken bread.

Huh!!!!!!But, we can't finish all...lolz
Because we had a fried noodle before.
Haha.....

Tuesday 14 April 2009

Photo for Thanksgiving Night~

Finally, have time to upload photo during Thanksgiving Night.
Haiz...Because my line was lack last few day.
Hehe...Never mind~
Sorry for too late...
Keke...


I'm glad that be one of committee in Thanksgiving Night.
This event very touch.
Very touch my heart...
Especially 《每年的今天》,it's touching my heart.
My tears feel like want to drop down While I hear this song.
It's make me miss my lovely mum.
And remind me that my mum sacrifice many thing for me.
I very appreciate it.
I love you, Mum!!!!




I like this photo~XD



Huh!!!Where am I????



Yeah!!!Done a great job!!!keke...



Commence from your heart~



Chee Hooi!!!!haha....=P



My housemate~she is pretty, right?
keke...



He's a good friend and very nice...haha....



Mei Xuan...a nice girl~^^



Booklet!!!!But I missing it d...
haizz....T.T



Kwei Teow~a nice guy...keke...^^



Yu Jin, my portfolio's leader~hehe...



Yeah!!!!



Banner~Nice?


p/s: Too many photo...Just upload a bit only. Don't mind it. ^^

Monday 13 April 2009

Bonanza promotion~

Huh!!!
Just come back from outside...
Having sushi with my friends~
Keke...
Now, my stomach fill full.
A lot of people line up for having sushi in Tesco, kampar.
Why?
Cause of BONANZA promotion.
Haha...
Very crazy...1st time eat a lot~
=.=''''
Normally, just will have 6 or 7 plate...and it's share with my friends.
But...we eat 29 plates today.
Walao!!!!!!!
A lot for me...
Cham...sure will get fat...
T.T

Sunday 12 April 2009

+~ Unhappy mode ~+

Unhappy now.
1 year already~
Why SMS me now?
Told that you're sorry...
Feel guilty...
Please...
Get out of my life now!
I haven't prepare for face you.
It's remind me that how hurt in that time.
Remind me that how painful with it.
If I hurt you, I tell you that I'm feel very sorry and guilty after 1 year.
Will it work?
Can repay anything?

NO!!!!Can't....
It's too late already.
Scab still will be there...
Would not disappear.
No matter what you do, it can't compensate for anything.
Just can say...
It's too late apologize.
Your apologize is too late for me already.
If one day, I still will smile and say "hi" with u,
it means that I forgive you for everything.
But...
For now, I can't...
Not means that I still angry with you.
Just can't forget the hurt of feeling.
When I see you, it will remind me again.
So, let time to take away the pain.

Thursday 9 April 2009

Active Imagination !!!

昨天,在巧合的机缘下,我跟我的朋友去做了一个Active Imagination.
Active Imagination 是一个心理测验。
嗯…算是心里测验吧!哈哈!
首先,教授会播放一些柔和的音乐让我们放松自己。
然后,慢慢说一些情景让我们想象。
最后,要我们把刚才所看到的情景画出来。
每个人所幻想的东西都不一样,所以看到的东西也是不一样的。


教授分析我们所画的画。
这些画可以知晓你是一个怎样的性格。
起初,我看到两排五颜六色的花朵。
在花朵的旁边是一片绿油油的草原。
接着,我看到许多的小孩在游乐园里开心的玩乐着。
然后,我进入了一个很茂盛的森林。
当时,我并不觉得害怕。
从远处闪耀着一署光。
我朝着这个光的方向走去。
经过森林后,我见到一间木屋。
是一间很美的木屋,好像那种会在电视上看到的外国木屋。
我敲了几下门,可是没人回应。
于是,我扭转那个圆的门锁。
才发现这道门是没锁的……
进去后,我打开了第一间房门。
这个房间是一个女孩子的房间。
里头都布满白色和粉红色,布置也非常可爱。
过后,我又再打开第二间房门。
这次,我见到有一张桌子。
桌子上有一个花瓶。
花瓶里头插着一朵玫瑰。
我拿起玫瑰,然后嗅起它的香味。
是一阵香甜的味道……
之后,我走去厨房。
我见到妈妈和婆婆正在洗着碗碟。
望出厨房的窗口,我看到一个花园。
花园里头有一棵树挂掉着一个秋千。
于是,我打开厨房的门走了出去。
我看到一个鱼塘。
然后,走前去了。
我把一根手指放进水里。
只见有许许多多的鱼在游来游去。
不久,有一把声音把我叫回去。
于是,我朝着这个声音走去。
再次经过森林,游乐园……
只是,这次见不到开心的小孩在玩乐。
我没有多想,然后继续我的路程。
回到最初的两排花朵。


教授看着我的画,然后说,你是一个有条理的人。
是一个很细心的人……
一个微小的情节也很注重。
她说我,有七个很亲的家人。
嗯……算一算!有哦!
哇靠!蛮准!
七个亲人里头,有一个和我很亲密。
在小时候,时常照顾我。
哇!真的咧!
在阴差阳错之下,我竟然把路回答成玫瑰。
而且是灰色……>.<
不过,也蛮准……
她说我,目前不开心……
而我要找的是如橙色般的开心、光明……
她也说,我是一个很温暖的人。
如果朋友需要帮忙,能帮到的就会帮。


其实,还有的…… 不过,很懒继续……
嘻嘻!
也对!已有一段日子,心里开心不起。
即使开心,并不是那种真正的开心 。
我到底怎么了?
我知晓,问题的所在。
只是,需要一段时间来解决…来治疗心里上的问题。


这个Active Imagination超准。
哈哈!有机会,你也试试吧!
嘻嘻!

~My Wednesday~

Yesterday, Ray, Ah Hoe and I went to Ipoh.
Hehe...
Before had a movie, we went to Jusco's food court for
ate some food.
We watched Fast and Furious 4~
The movie is nice one.
Cool~like the car and the actor...
After that, we went to Sushi King had our dinner.
Hmm...I think is my lunch for me~
Hehe...
Align Center
Wow!!!seem like nice one...


Took it while in Sushi King...lolz...


Act cute...keke...Blek =P


View the photo which took before...haha...


Me and Ah Hoe...haha...XD



Finish our dinner~



Then, we went to K-Box for sang.
Haha...
Actually, my voice not very good yesterday.
Cause of cough and made my throat feel like tickle~
Hmm...like "geli geli" feel...
Luckily, still can sang with nice...
Hehe...



look like bur blur~Ray act cute...haha...XD



Sang~wow!!!


Yesterday is a relax for me.
Seem like did not have a fun like almost 1++ month.
Hehe...
After relax, need to prepare for final exam.



Sunday 5 April 2009

To committees of Thanksgiving Night

Well done!!!
To all of Thanksgiving Night's committee: you done your great job!!!
Yeah!!! ^^
Thanksgiving Night was success at last night.
Hmm...
I not get the photos and transfer my photos to my PC~
So, will upload the photos soon ^^



Saturday 4 April 2009

Thanksgiving night !!!




After 18 ++ hour, is THANKSGIVING NIGHT.
Our tittle is Commence From Your Heart.
Feel very excite now.
All of committee and performer GAMBATEH!!!
Do our best!!!! ^^
Yeah!!!!!

Thursday 2 April 2009

Sick!?





Haiz...
Seem like want to get sick~
Feel very tired...
Headache now...
T.T

Wednesday 1 April 2009

April Fool !!!




April Fool !!!! (yesterday)

Just like normal life...
Did not made any joke with others~
lolz... =.=
Because feel like childish.
Haha... blek =P