蜕变。欢喜

今天，第一届 - 拉曼大学佛学会大专青年生活营圆满结束了。时间过地好快，就这样四天三夜的生活营结束了。

犹记得，当初从选筹委至到办这个生活营，这一路上都不容易走来。我并不后悔当上副主席及副营长。在这当中里头，我学了不少。我愿意为了这个营而承担，毫无怨言。在这过程里头，我都很享受，并且带着欢喜的心来办这个营。

在筹备这个营的时候，我们确实遇到不少难题。Proposal 被DSA拒退了两次，我和兢甡（主席及营长）都很担心办不成这个生活营。尤其是兢甡，他一直对我说，一定要办到这个营。终于，皇天不负有心人。我们的Proposal在study week前一个星期被通过了。 但是，我们却面对另一个问题。有生活营，却没有营员，也是不行啊！我们担心参与的人数不足。在这时候，君仪对我说，少人的有少人方式办，多人的有多人的方式办。

上个星期四（25/9)，工委们比营员早一天进营。这一天，我们也遇到不少问题。我们的钱不能偿还所有的费用。庆幸的是当我们对工委们说出这个问题时，他们都很愿意为这个问题去承担。到最后，这个问题解决了。

我很开心能参与这个生活营。虽然师父讲的课，我似懂非懂。不过，我还是学到不少。我也很感谢筹委们及工委们一直为这个营而付出，也很感谢君仪介绍我去的行者培训营。我真的学以之用。我也要感谢兢甡陪我在这个营一路上走来，他带给我不少欢笑。我真的很高兴能和所有人合作。希望下次我们能够再合作。

老实说，我蛮不舍得。不过，真的很感恩所有对这个营付出的人。希望在未来的日子里，大家都过地开心，并且把四无量心和四摄法融入在生活里头。

欢喜再做下一次。感恩你们，祝福你们！！！

End up~~New Bigining

Finally, my exam is end up. But,I'm worry that my result now.Swt~~haizz...Damn scare one...just wait the result now~

After exam,I have 3 month of holiday.Hoho~~But,I have plan for work and prepare my study.Hmm...I think that will go to JB on October. I go there for work.Hehe...My relative at there. I work at my relative's office. Cause my relative is a accountant. So, I go there for gain experience and $$.Haha...but not a lot of $$...Most important is the experience. Cause of I also study accounting...blek =P

Today,I want to pack all my thing back to Ipoh.Haiz...feel a bit tired now. Next week,I also need to attend my society camp.Damn busy...While the camp,I also need to rush out for fetch my cousin.~rush here,rush there...lolz~~Luckily,I'm the vice chairman.So,my time is flexible in the camp.Haiz...my aunt go to China for travel.Then,I need to look after my cousin.Maybe I'm look like free~~so...haizz...

Lastly,hope my exam will pass~~ >.<

Nice Song~~Damn like it

Nice song~~damn like it~~ XD

爱不疚 - 【溏心风暴之家好月圆】电视剧插曲
演唱：林峰

收藏在眼眸
常徘徊左右
爱 猜到没有
愉 快玩笑后
能全然退后
你 开心就够
这种感觉太亲厚
讲一千句也不够
假使讲了你听到后 或会走
这种恋爱太罕有
不 须真正拥有
成全 衷心祝福然后 就放手
放手 放开所有
彼此更自由
放手 其实我绝非爱得不够
放手 豁出所有
还有这个好友
已经 已经足够

遥 远是宇宙
静静在背后
去 看守就够
这种感觉太亲厚
讲一千句也不够
即使一刹有过冲动挽 你手
这种恋爱太罕有
不须真正拥有
成全
多舍不得仍然 是放手
放手 放开所有
彼此更自由
放手 其实我绝非爱得不够
放手 豁出所有
还有这个好友
已经 已经足够

放手 我的牵挂
找不到尽头
放手 期望你幸福甚么都有
也许 爱很深厚
然而我早看得透
放手 至可拥有





无心害你 - 【溏心风暴之家好月圆】电视剧主题曲

作曲∶邓智伟
填词∶张美贤
主唱∶关菊英

想一生一起 别想得这样美
当中少不免 道别离
想欢欢喜喜 但清楚这道理
风光怎麼会没了期

时日过 谁能成为大器
谁人全无运气
这次抱你手臂 我怎麼竟顾忌
危难里 我会陪著你
或是如同做戏
去到最尾会各自飞

在变幻时候跟风驶(巾里)
在抉择时候只好势利
谁想讲骨气 最先必须有一些储备
在抱著时候知己知彼
在对立时候争取胜利
无非 人生 道理

时日过 谁能成为大器
谁人全无运气
这次抱你手臂 我怎麼竟顾忌
危难里 我会陪著你
或是如同做戏
去到最尾会各自飞

在变幻时候跟风驶(巾里)
在抉择时候只好势利
谁想讲骨气 最先必须有一些储备
在抱著时候知己知彼
在对立时候争取胜利
无非 人生 道理 啊

在最坏时候必须卑鄙
在决裂时候彼此妒忌
无非 人生 道理
原本 无心 害你

#~End and Rest~#

The Ipoh PC fair was end. Finally, I can take a rest now. ^^ ~I was lack of sleep cause of exam before. In the PC fair, I also needed to stand around 10++hour. It was made me feel very tired. Luckily, time past very fast. The PC fair was end and I also can have a enough sleep.XD

Later, I will back to Kampar. But, feel a bit lazy. Maybe still feel not enough of sleep...T.T~~ just came back from outside...hehe...go out to have my lunch with Yuki and my brother.

I still have 1 paper need to go through on this Friday. After that, I'll in holiday.Wahaha....But, I'm worry and scare now. Because this paper damn important for me. Maybe I feel stress. Then,it make me feel like scare and worry. HaizZz....

My friend told me, don't scare~just do what can you do...Yup~~just do what can I do.

wow!!!Many people~~seem like all the thing is cheap...
But, I don't think so...not all the thing...just a small amount...

Exam still in the progress~+ my housemates are going crazy~hoho~~

Damn tired this few day~burn midnight oil...haizz...still have 2 paper to go through~I just came back from my school and clear 1 paper today. But, still have another paper go through tomorrow. Cham T.T...Haiz...just try my best to cover all the chapter tonight.

Now, I feel hungry. Because I haven't have my breakfast and lunch yet. Before went to school, I just drank one glass of milk.=.= ~and also feel a bit sleepy now.

My housemates are going crazy already. They non-stop to catch up a Hong Kong drama which is Moonlight Resonance( 溏心风暴之家好月圆). When the website upload the new episode, they will very fast download it. So, I just give them my pen drive or they give me their pen drive for copy the drama into my note book...hehe~~ The story life of Moonlight Resonance ( 溏心风暴之家好月圆) is about fight of property between concubine and legal wife's son and daughter. The concubine very self-seeking and wily. She destroy a happiness family. This character make me feel abominate and detest. This drama will make you feel nervous, excite, touch, and more. It's a nice drama for me. Hehe...

But, I can't like my housemates catch up it often. Cause of exam still in the progress. So, I just stop to watch it for my exam. PC fair will having on this Friday until Sunday. Hehe~ I have work in this PC fair for 2 days. Hoho~~can meet "lou dou" and other friends... XD

So, "gambateh" in my exam tomorrow. ^^

This is a nice drama for me~~nice!!!!!!

Sleepy and tired now~

Exam started already. I just finished my first paper. Feel tired and sleepy now. Cause of burn the midnight oil yesterday. Luckily, I could finish all the chapter. If not, I think that could not answer the question when exam.

Second paper will be having on Thursday. Wow!Better prepare early now. That mean also late to sleep at night. So, I want to take a nap now. Hehe...Damn tired!(-.-)...zZzZz

珍惜+friendship forever

惨了！又头痛……一定是这几天都晚睡的关系。唉！今晚要早睡了。

最近有个朋友，我不懂他发生什么事。可是，感觉怪怪的。我从别人那儿听闻到，他好像不想再继续读书了。我也不晓得这是不是真的。但，我感觉到他有心事。他似乎不大想说话，像是在逃避。

今天我问他，你是不是有心事?可是，他却一直否认。眼睛是人类的灵魂之窗。一个人有没有心事，从他的眼睛里就可以知晓答案。虽然，我不晓得他到底发生什么事。该说的，我已说了。路，是自己选择的。要走怎样的路，也是自己抉择。重要的是别后悔所作出的决定。

我晓得，今天对他说话的语气是比较重。因为他是我朋友。 我宁可被他讨厌，也不愿看到他做错抉择。我也很感谢他曾陪我走过我人生最低潮和难熬的时候。我不会忘记，在我最失意的时候，是他们（包括他）陪伴在我身边。我感谢他们，也珍惜他们。

希望他别伤害关心和爱他的人。人生无常，好好珍惜身边的每一位！

wow!!!Sushi King~~

Ray saw menu~^^

still in the progress to finish it...swt~~

Finally, finished it...but..still left a bit~~

me and Ray~~^^

Wow!!!Today, Ray and me went to Tesco for lunch. We were had our lunch in Sushi King. Wahaha...XD

I ordered EBI TAMA ＤＯＮ which was a steamed rice served with deep fried prawns, egg and vegetables. But, I could not finish the steamed rice. T.T~ We also ate a lot of sushi until our stomach full fill.Hehe...My stomach fulled till make me felt that could not walk. Haha...

Ray is my friend who study in KTAR. He just come back from Taiping in this few day. Hehe...Don't think too much!He just is my close friend only.Wakaka... Friendship forever. But, it's still less a person which is YN. I miss that moment when 3 of us are together.Chat together, play together, laugh together and etc.

I hope he will be fine soon, although I don't know what happen for him. Hope he can share his problem with us. Friendship forever~~

~Motivation~

This few day is raining, Ipoh and Kampar also same. Haizz...hate it!!!feel cold and moist...When will the weather be well?Can don't rain always?HaizzZ...

Time past very quickly. Final exam is coming soon. My first paper will start on Tuesday. Hope I can finish my revision. But, any motivation for me? I feel that less some motivation for me now. HaizzZ...

After finish exam, I will busy the buddhist camp and busy to look after my cousin. Cause of their mother go to travel a week. =.=

Hope everything will be fine.

闷闷的心情

心情有点闷闷的~其实，我并不是想要伤害你。原本想和你好好聊聊的。可是，你却……你似乎在逃避我，不想和我说话的样子，让我没有机会和你好好的讲话。

我承认我很自私，也很任性。自从单身后，我一点也不喜欢被人约束。我喜欢自由自在的感觉。我只能说，抱歉！希望下次见面时，我们还是朋友，也能有说有笑。

不懂为何我总是拒绝我的追求者。或许我还没遇到我对他有感觉的追求者。我想：如果要谈恋爱，我要找一个我对他有感觉的人。我也晓得当中有些追求者为我付出许多。可是，我不能因为他们的付出而跟他们在一起。即使他们为了我做许多事，我也不能。有时候，会被他们感动。但……我却没有这个意愿和他们在一起。

我相信老天爷爷一定有所安排。最近，遇到一个令我心动的人。可是……我们相识不久，而且距离也是一个问题。机会是自己争取的。所以也要看自己的造化了。如果彼此真的有缘分，到最后也是会在一起的。相信自己，也相信老天爷爷所作的安排。

Happy ~ Surprise~Friendship forever~

My family and I went to Sitiawan today. We went there for ate seafood. The seafood quite nice. Hehe...

The crab very nice~~ XD


After that, I met my senior. We joined school's band together before. But, I quit it when I was form 3. Because my family not allowed me joined it. They worry it would effect my study. But, I could not think that my senior let me take care of his musical instrument. It was a surprise for me. Wow!!!Quite a long time didn't touched this instrument already. Damn missed it! That was a trumpet. My senior bought its. I think my skill was get rusty because I didn't practice it a few year already.

The musical instrument~trumpet. Miss it!!!^^
My senior let me take care it and let me play it.Wow!!!

Before I went back to Kampar, I had dinner with my close friend. Yuki, we knew each other when we were studied in primary school. We chatted a lot of thing in this moment. I think we had a few month did not met already. Cause of we not same school now. She study form 6 now and I study in Utar now.

I'm very happy that have a close friend like her. She very nice, frank, friendly and etc. I appreciate our friendship. Feel that difficult find a person who is treat you with sincerest. Friendship forever. ^^