Spaghetti !!!

Wu hoo!!! I cooked spaghetti yesterday.
Hehe....^^

Spaghetti's sauce~
Leave a bit only...
Almost finished by 4 people...
Haha~

Want to try it?

Hehe... ^^

Earth Hour !!!!

Ready? 10, 9, 8, 7....
3, 2, 1...Off light!!!!!
Yeah!!!!
Support Earth Hour~
Last night, our house off all the light for support this event.
1 of my housemate very curious that what will 8TV show
while 8.30pm-9.30pm?
Then, we switched on TV and watched till 8.30pm.

This was what the 8TV show.
LOLZ...
Then, we went to downstairs to the living room.
We lit the candle and the candle lit up the living room.
Very romantic, right?
Hehe...
So, we chit-chat in a hour.

Took it while I was in living room~
Keke....^^

My Saturday

After had my lunch, my friend and I went to Tesco.
Huh!!!Bought a lot of thing in Tesco.
Want to cook spaghetti tomorrow
Hehe...^^


Today is my Uni open day.
When I past around my Uni, I saw many people in or out the Heritage Hall.
Hmm...I think should be many people in the next semester.
Maybe will meet my secondary school mate who are same badge with me.


Raining now.
Feel a bit lazy~
Later is dinner time.
Will cook in home...
Keke...XD
After that, maybe will have a nice movie.
Then, want to do my revision too
and
also SUPPORT EARTH HOUR!!!!

*~HAVE A NICE DAY~*

内心的答案

今早的凌晨，我和一个在新加坡工作的朋友通电话。
谢谢你的提点！
我再次问自己，是否能够完完全全原谅他？
我的心很诚恳地回答自己，不能够完全。
只要他一天没有做到他该做的事，我都不会和他做回朋友。
反而让我觉得他连人都不如。
根本不是一个男人！
一点也不配当男人！
男人的面子都被他丢光了。
别问我，我们之间发生了什么事？
如果我告诉了你，你也会为我打抱不平。


回想起，我一点也不后悔当初的决定。
不后悔和他分手。
这个决定是对的。
现在，我很满意自己的生活。
并没有因为他的不在，而变糟了。
反而，越变越好。
也因为这样，让我遇上了君仪和诗瑶。
让我更多机会接触佛法。
让我知晓更多的事以及现实的残酷。
谢谢你不守承诺及欺骗的待我！
从里头，我学习很多。
从我们俩再无任何瓜葛时，我的生活起了很大的变化。
这个变化是好的。

*~Most important for me~*

Actually, I was unhappy before.
But, I'm OK now.
Release all my feeling...
Feel better now~
I'm not because of past relationship.
Honestly, I let it gone already.
Just hate myself...
Why was I so stupid before?
Not worth to sacrifice many thing for him...
Maybe I blinded by love.
It made me could not did a right decision.
Made me easy been emotional~


All was past tense already.
After think clearly, I know that what are important for me now.
1. Family (They very very love me)
2. Study (Don't want make my family feel disappointed )
3. Buddhist Society ( Make my heart calm down and feel peaceful)
4. Friends ( Always support me or help me when I get trouble)
About my relationship, depend on fate.
At here, want to thanks that who are always support me and around with me
when I'm unhappy or get some trouble.
Thank a lot ~ ^^

伤痕

今天，我见到以前的男友。
那时，我和我朋友去一间店享用我们的晚餐。
根本没想到会在那儿见到他。
他在那儿工作。
见到他时，我很讶异。
我们俩擦身而过。
谁也没有跟谁打招呼，仿佛是陌生人。
也对！从我们分手的那一刻开始，我们已是陌生人了。
有如我朋友说的“最熟悉的陌生人”。
遇见他，是怎样的感觉？
我也不懂……
好想问他，最近好吗？
你过的幸福吗？
但是，我们没有可能会谈话。
那种刺痛的感觉还隐隐约约在我心里。
我已放下了这段感情。
只是还不能完全忘了被伤害的感觉。
即使已凋淡了，心里还是会遗留一条疤。
任由时间怎样消逝，疤痕的疤只是凋淡一点。
无论如何，再也不能愈合回原来的样子。
就如逝去的爱情，再也不能恢复原来的模样。
没关系！就当是一种磨练。

人生嘛！总得遇上一些挫折、不愉快的事。
还是得对自己说：“加油吧！你一定行的！”

Lazy mode

The weather is raining in the evening (25/3) until now.
Non-stop one.
Feel cold and moist now...
Very suitable for a sleep~
Feel like lazy now...
Haiz...
Need to do a tutorial now...
Just left this tutorial only...
After finish it, can go to sleep.
But...Lazy now T.T
lolz....
No choice.Must finish it before sleep :(
Gambateh!!!!

它

听着《普贤行悟菩提》的歌曲时，就想起那时的表演。
超赞！一个值得去看的表演！
听着那些歌曲，心里洋溢着丝丝的感动。
在佛教里头，我找到心灵的归宿感。
它，是我心灵上的支柱。


因为它，我的生命有所改变。
因为它，让我待人处事有所不同。
因为它，让我找到内心的平静。
因为它，我的生命显得有所不一样。


让我的心常随佛学……
让佛学也融入生活里头……
学佛 。学活
其实是很深奥的。
如何把所学到的融入生活？
别一直只顾往前冲。
偶尔，也要让自己停下来。
看看自己到底有没有提升？
让自己的心回到原点，是否还和当时想的一样？
还是已偏离了？
看看自己的“心”，也好好照护自己的“心”。
别让“忙”，把心累坏了。
“忙”等于是心死。（把部首拆开）
心死了，有如行尸走肉。


希望大家也能找到内心里的一丝平静，
也好好照料自己的“心”。
并不后悔认识它……
它，让我第一次真正感受到法喜。
让我的心感到快乐……
那种快乐并不是物质上的。
文字、语言，都不能够描述。
这种快乐是无法形容的。
对我而言，这是无价之宝。
但愿，所有的众生都能拥有这份
[法喜]。
祝福大家！

Study Hard!!!

Just came back from Uni~
Finish my QT test already...
Hehe...I knew how to answer in this test...XD
Luckily, I had study last night.
If not, "die" in the test already.


Is a time to concentrate in my Final Exam~
I'm worry about my Business Law.
I was got very low mark in my midterm test.
Haiz...Anyone can help me in this subject?
Now, left 1 of presentation only.
Hehe...
Study hard in Final Exam!!!
Gambateh!
Don't be too lazy...
lol...XD


Later, I will go back to my hometown.
I did not went back to Ipoh 3 weeks already.
Huh?Why?
Cause of had test or replacement class on Saturday.
But, I seem like get homesick now.
So, I want get back in this week.
Very miss my family...
and
the tasty food...
Haha...
Ok...Want to left already~


*~HAVE A NICE WEEKEND~*

Love it recently~

I'm watching a Japenese drama.
The name of Japanese drama is "Last Friends".
I very like it now~
Especially, I love its theme song...call "Prisoner of love"
The story was about 5 of people had their own confused and secret~
Want to know more about it?

click here


Now, my music (right hand side in my blog) was change to "Prisoner of love".
Hehe...very love it ^^

Back to intial point....

Huh!!!
Just finish help my group mate correct the answer~
Luckily, I had send message to my colleague to ask about a assignment.
If not....haizz....
Actually, I'm not very sure what the question is talking about.
So, I decide SMS my colleague to ask her.
Keke...Thanks your helping, my nice colleague.


Before that, I also attended a talk which is in my house.
It is relate about Buddhist.
Most important is back to initial point.
Let every thing back to initial point.
And think why you want to do that?
Can you learn anything?
Are you happy or not?
Such like this question to ask yourself...
Let your mind back to initial point~
Then, you will get the answer that you want.
Hmm...I think that I should let my mind back to initial point.
Let my mind calm down...and be peace~
and also find an answers~

心

这篇文章我会以中文来呈现。因为中文会比较贴切，比较能描绘我的心情。

近来这几个月，我的心都好漂浮。
嗯……为什么会这样？
我也不晓得。
心里溢满七情六欲，似简单，又似复杂。
感觉到心里好浮，没有踏实感。
心在晃来晃去，何时能停下来？
心一直在漂浮，何时能找到港口？
我的心何时才能找到一个出口，仿佛已处身在迷宫里。


亲情？感情？朋友？还是学业？
让我的心一直在晃来晃去……
感觉上是感情……让我的心一直在寻觅着出口。
到目前为此，我还没遇到一个适合的对象。
这……该怎么说呢？
遇到一个，却是在不对的地方。
天时、人和、地利，都是很重要的元素，缺一都不可。
只可惜我们处在不同的地方。
何况，也不是很了解彼此。
所以就不了了之。


不再相信任何的承若。
男人的承若就是一个谎言。
如果活在一个谎言里，我宁可选择活在现实里。
天下的男人几乎都是一个样。
都是好色的。
有些男人，是因你的美色而接近你。
有些男人，会在心里打着如意算盘。
有些男人，因寂寞而找一个伴而已。
什么类似的男人都有。
只是，好好先生已少得很可怜。
几乎已绝种。


他们常说：“男人不坏，女人不爱。”
真的是如此吗？
我想：每个女人都希望找到一个对自己好的伴侣。
那……为何还要找一个坏男人呢？
或找一个伤害自己的人呢？
除非她是犯溅，明明知道却还是扑过去。
所谓“飞蛾扑火， 自取灭亡。”


从文章里头，似乎透露着我对感情没信心。
其实，不是没信心。
只是看多了，知多了…或周遭的人也曾经历过。
在这五光十色的世界里，要懂得保护自己。
别让自己受到伤害。
别让环境改变自己的心境，而是让自己的心境来改变环境。
对于感情，随缘就好。
总有一天，我的心会找到出口处。
找到一个适合停下的港口……

~Another photo for my birthday~

Another photo for my birthday~
^^

in my hostel~



make a wish~but what the 2 gal r doing beside me?
=,=???Haha....

Honestly, I like this picture ^^

sing birthday song for me~Hehe...



Yeah!!!!

Another cake for me~my Ipoh's friend celebrate my birthday on 14 of March...

We went to Vodoo for clubbing~
and celebrate my birthday too~
Hehe ^^



Present by my best friend, Yuki~

Thank you!!!
I very love it.

Another present by Colven~

Thanks!!!
I can hug it while I'm sad, boring, unhappy and etc.
Haha...XD

Blame myself !!! Make a mistake.....

Just finish my economics test~
Haiz...Feel very bad now~
I did a stupid mistake.
Cause of rush the time, I did not read the question with clearly.
The price of good X is increase.
But, I drawn that graph show the price of good X is decrease
while substitutes effect and income effect.
After the test, I just recognize it.

Arh!!!!Want to scold myself already~
I know how to draw the graph.
But, I was made a small mistake~
Just because I did not read the question clearly
and rush the time.
Then, it make half of my mark gone already.
Feel wanna cry now~T.T

Stupid Winnie!!!!!!






What can I do now?
Just only can do best in my final exam~
HaizZz.....

What had I learn from Camp?

Need prepare a subject of economics today~
Cause of will have test on Saturday.
I just finish chit chat with my housemate.
Before that, I wrote my report of "xing xhe" camp.
It's about that what had I learn from "xing zhe " camp and my feeling.
In this camp, I was been a helper.
Hmm....The report....
I was wrote in Chinese.
If have any inconvenience, very sorry about it ~
^_^

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心得报告：

这次的行者培训营，我并没有白来。人，总是善忘的。由我从柔佛回到怡保，再回到校园生活。这几个月似乎都没活在当下。身心有如缺乏力量，做起事来总是提不起劲。

从这次的行者培训营，我看到自己的惯性。不喜欢的事总是拖拉着，而喜欢的事却很快完成。比如说，我不喜欢的科目，就会马马虎虎对待；喜欢的科目，就会特别用心。这种做法其实是不对的。我应活在当下，认真对待和处理每一件事。

在“生命的游戏”里头，我觉得好玄。传闻法师叫我们用心去看自己的组别。因为有缘，所以才能和自己的组别成为“家人”。这也意识到我们也是有共业的。当游戏进行着，看到他们有如看到自己。他们就像是我的一面镜子。当我有心或心情好时，我总是以很快的速度完成一件事。但是，当我心无力量或心情不好时，我就会很浪费自己的时间。所以有时候把一些事情拖拉着。有时候，也会给很多的借口自己。

当别人已经给了很明示的道路或道理时，我会有点不受。不过，这个惯性已在高中时期逐渐改过来。在游戏接近尾声时，我曾叫自己的组别看白板上。可是，他们不受。看到那时的他们，仿佛看到以前的我。当一些组别“到了”后，我心里有莫名奇妙的感动。过后，妙赞法师对“还没到”的组别说，你们的生命结束了。这句话让我感到莫名的沮丧。

这次的行者培训营仿佛让我充满能量。虽然，我不晓得能维持多久。但，我会尽我所能把自己的惯性改过来，不让它一直轮回，也会提醒自己：活在当下，欢喜再做下一次。

助教大合照 ~

在梁婆婆之家当副助教~这是我第一次当副助教…



梁婆婆之家在这次营里获最佳家庭奖~
恭喜他们！^^

不为发生做反应，只为目标作行动。
活在当下，欢喜再做下一次。

My Birthday!!!!

Just finish my birthday celebration~
Hehe...Feel happy ^^
Although just like normal, I also feel happy~

Hmm...Difficult to describe my feeling~
Haha....XD


I had steamboat with my friends (friend of Buddhist society).

Hehe...My stomach is full now~
After that, they brought a cake
and
sang birthday song to me in my hostel.
Keke...
Many people sang birthday song to me too while in camp.

Honestly, I feel very happy although don't have receive many present.
Hehe...
Because I was receive many blessing of them.
My heart feel like very warm ^^
What was my wish?
Hmm...
This is a secret. :P
However, thanks that who is wish me and celebrate birthday with me.

*~Happy mode~*

Having steamboat~



wow!!!



What am I thinking?Confused face...=.=



3,2,1...smile!

Yeah!^^

my birthday cake~



Looking the cake...and feel happy XD



Eating cake~



my present~

P/S: Some photo didn't got it yet, will upload soon~

Birthday!

Just back from KL~
Hehe...
I was in camp in this few day.
Huh!Learn a lot...
Hmm...next 2nd post will describe details about the camp~

Today is my birthday.
It means that I'm old already.
Haiz...
Feel tired now...
So,want go to sleep~

*~Good Night~*