back~~ after camp(xing zhe 2)....

I'm back. I just back from KL yesterday. Last Thursday, I went back to Ipoh. After arrived there, I ate a lot of thing...haha...with my friend, Colven...Thanks, Colven!^^ ~wow!!!If can, I still want to stay a few day. But...need to go to KL on Friday.

Before went to KL, I had my hair dressing >.< ....just short a bit only...don't have too much different...haha...I went to KL for attend my camp...hehe...

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(after the camp, my feeling~)

P/S: "Paiseh", write in Chinese~

在这个营里，我学了不少。人往往总是爱想东想西，结果总是没有行动。人，实在太会和太爱想了。我不想成为一个只会想而不会去行动的人。“把重量放下去”，这句话对于一个组织或人与人之间是很重要的。

人，总是不能把自己投入于一些事。他们都太爱计较，只想付出少许，获取更多的回报。其实不计较于付出多少，你将会获取你所付出的更多。不相信？没关系！我就是一个很好的例子。当我正在筹备佛学生活营时，我并没有想获得什么。在这过程里，我都是很投入，尽心尽力完成所有的事。那时候，我的心是欢喜的。欢喜在办每一件事。尽管有突发情况，我的心并没有埋怨，而是欢喜的去面对。在里头，我学到更多。从来没想要些什么回报，可是我却获取更多。我学到更多，让我有了一次“真实的经历”。

在这个营里，让我最深刻的是迷宫游戏。当师父为我们开示后，我突然有一种很强烈的感觉。回想起那个游戏后，我深深感受到是我的“家人”成就我。我是被他们成就的。没有他们，我也不能走出这个迷宫。成就自己，成就别人。其实，自己也是被成就的。

令我最意外的是我的“家庭”获得“最佳家庭奖”。没有他们的成就，我也不能滋尝获取奖的喜悦,也让我的假期增添色彩。所以感恩他们，也祝福他们。

把重量放下去，让自己投入每一件事~

说真话，未必是一件坏事~

没有努力的，不叫“随缘”，叫“随便”！

别只想而不行动~

成就自己，成就别人。自己也是被成就的一个。

what a funny face(me)...>.<

My x group leader(xing zhe 1)...

my group's member...

cheese~~

like my mum or not?haha...

our group's perform...paiseh 1...

life in JB of "cut" 3~~

Friday again...this is a happy day for me...because I can wake up late a bit tomorrow...wahaha~~2 week already...=.=...I stay at JB 2 week already~~Everyday, also same...go to work and back home...Although very boring for me, but I gain a lot in my job.

Honestly, I learn that can't learn in school. Haha...I feel very lucky.Cause of can early know about accountancy's things. Hehe...lucky than others who study accounting and don't have chance to work in accounting firm...Because we still a student and not reach trainee's time now...So, don't have company will want us now. If your school send you for trainee, it's ok. But, if you want to find a job work in accounting firm when yours holiday, it's a difficult thing. This just my comment only. Agree or not...depend on you~

Haizz...Why I felt moody this few day?still can't forget about him?Hmm...didn't regret had him before...but...half year already...Why I still will thinking of him? Cause of nothing to do?Maybe...because all my friend in Ipoh...just have a less friends here...when working, it's ok. After back home, sometimes will thinking about our memory.

I already let it gone. I also realize that we can't together now. But...Why I still think him?Because I still love him?still have feel with him...hmm...maybe I still need more time to forget him...Seriously, I really let it gone already~just not meet my Mr. Right yet...

When will I meet my Mr. Right?

life in JB of "cut" 2~~

1 week had past already. On Friday, I went to bank for bank-in to pay my rental of Kampar. In that time, I'm surprise that meet my senior.Haha...Then, we went out yesterday.

He took me to City Square. Actually, I go there before. Hmm...I also could not remember that when I go this shopping mall before. But, I'm very clean that went there with my family before. XD

Hmm...just go there for KTV...and walk a while...Sienz...Can't online after finish work.T.T~~cause my relative "cut" the internet line already. Cause of their daughter didn't stay at home already. They went to out state for study. So, I just can online in office only. T.T~~

Next Thursday, I'll back to Ipoh. But, I just stay in Ipoh 1 day. After that, I'll go to KL. Hehe...attend a camp...very excite now~~

Hope day past faster...I want get back to university~~=P

Johor Life~~

Wow!!! I stay a t JB almost 1 week already. Last Saturday(4/10), my aunt took me to a shop.
The outside of shop look like barbershop. But, you would surprise when you opened its door. It was a cafe! The name of shop was KAFETERIA ROST. It was very nice. All the furniture look like ancient, the decorate very nice...hmm...like " return to the ancient"...got feel of 80, 90 era...If you have chance, you must visit it. Because the shop is special. It had hairdressing beside the shop and also sold some clothes. Foods and drinks also nice one.


I also start my work last 2 day. Now, I'm learn more...Actually,I had came to JB after my SPM before.Maybe didn't knew what I wanted in that time. So, I'm seem like learn nothing. Now, I know that what I want already. If compare than before, I understand the document talk about, audit's thing and others now. Not like before...blur blur one~~just try my best to learn more now.

Hope can gain a lot in my work. I also hope the holiday quickly finish and get back to university. XD

side of the KAFETERIA ROST~~


upstairs of the KAFETERIA ROST~~

side of the KAFETERIA ROST~~


Lemon + yug ~~ nice 1~~ XD

miss You all~

I miss You all~~T.T

Why I say like that? Because I went to JB already. My grandpa called me on Wednesday(1/10). He asked me went to bus station for bought two of tickets from Ipoh went to JB at night. It was happened suddenly. It was too rush for me. I could not inform all my friend on that day.

I also absented my friend's birthday party. SobzZz...T.T~~and can't finish all my thing in Ipoh. My laptop also not format yet. Haizz...

My grandma think that do not want to waste my time. So, she asked my grandpa took me went to JB on that day. Hmm...Miss You all...Hope time past faster...When my holiday finish, I can get back to school...wahaha...XD

Actually, I'm happy to meet my friends in JB again. I didn't went to JB seem like had 2 year already. I still remember that went to JB after my SPM. Wow!!!Time past very fast. Some of them resign already, some of them still work at there.

Hmm...It's a new beginning for me. New environment, new friends, new life...just try adapt to ALL. Next week, I will start my work. Huhu~~need wake up early...=.=~~ my life be OL life temporary...Every day do a same thing~1. wake up 2. work 3. back home 4. sleep

Haha~~but I can gain a lot of experience...and also prepare myself...Actually, I also can do a thing which am I like when the free time.

Just enjoy myself in this 3 month...and I miss YOU all~~ T.T

蜕变。欢喜

今天，第一届 - 拉曼大学佛学会大专青年生活营圆满结束了。时间过地好快，就这样四天三夜的生活营结束了。

犹记得，当初从选筹委至到办这个生活营，这一路上都不容易走来。我并不后悔当上副主席及副营长。在这当中里头，我学了不少。我愿意为了这个营而承担，毫无怨言。在这过程里头，我都很享受，并且带着欢喜的心来办这个营。

在筹备这个营的时候，我们确实遇到不少难题。Proposal 被DSA拒退了两次，我和兢甡（主席及营长）都很担心办不成这个生活营。尤其是兢甡，他一直对我说，一定要办到这个营。终于，皇天不负有心人。我们的Proposal在study week前一个星期被通过了。 但是，我们却面对另一个问题。有生活营，却没有营员，也是不行啊！我们担心参与的人数不足。在这时候，君仪对我说，少人的有少人方式办，多人的有多人的方式办。

上个星期四（25/9)，工委们比营员早一天进营。这一天，我们也遇到不少问题。我们的钱不能偿还所有的费用。庆幸的是当我们对工委们说出这个问题时，他们都很愿意为这个问题去承担。到最后，这个问题解决了。

我很开心能参与这个生活营。虽然师父讲的课，我似懂非懂。不过，我还是学到不少。我也很感谢筹委们及工委们一直为这个营而付出，也很感谢君仪介绍我去的行者培训营。我真的学以之用。我也要感谢兢甡陪我在这个营一路上走来，他带给我不少欢笑。我真的很高兴能和所有人合作。希望下次我们能够再合作。

老实说，我蛮不舍得。不过，真的很感恩所有对这个营付出的人。希望在未来的日子里，大家都过地开心，并且把四无量心和四摄法融入在生活里头。

欢喜再做下一次。感恩你们，祝福你们！！！